One Man's Voice

October 2007 - Posts

  • 20 days in the "life of me"...

    Wow, It seems like it was yesterday that I was scouring the Internet, with the help of www.google.com to find the name of the author of the poem in the Seasons post and reality smacks me in the face to say..."UMMM! That was Twenty-plus days ago!"

    So, Let's fill you in on what's happened in my life in the past 20-plus days:

    1. I've had a lot of fun and learned a lot of stuff.
      Those of you that spend a good amount of time with me, know that this goes without saying...I am one that "talks to strangers" and shares in their moments. I will never be able to explain how invaluable my interactions with "strangers" over the past ten years have helped me to become a better, calmer, more intent listener and better inquirer. Thank you my dear new acquaintances.
    2. Met a truly impressive person.
      I enjoyed a light lunch with Dave Pallone, the MLB Umpire, who was removed from his position upon the discovery of his sexuality. He was at Worcester State College speaking as part of their Diversity Lecture Series. Mr Pallone's talk, which preceded the luncheon, focused on the value and the pain of keeping a secret and the stresses of lying to protect one's self. He particularly embraced the entire audience in his explanation of honesty and respect, as this was not simply GLBTQs and allies - many were MLB fans who were lobbing him questions about their favorite baseball stars. Many a head nodded in agreement when he asked that all respect on another, in any situation, position or circumstance.
    3. Took in a Musical Review.
      Foothills Theatre Company kicked off it's 2007-2008 season with a musical review of the works of Kander and Ebb, titled The World Goes 'RoundThe show was delightful!  
    4. Sang my first professional gig.
      Ian Watson, Director of Music at St. Paul's Cathedral, Worcester invited me to sing a wedding on 10/13 - what a wonderful experience...not that I'm on my way to the next MET Auditions...but, I am happy to say that I was so pleased to stand in the rehearsal and zip through the music with the orchestra and not have to hear the same few measures over and over. Such fun and quite lucrative.
    5. Performed in a fundraising gig for the Elementary School that My Grandmother, Mother and I attended.
      As stated on my Fruits Section for a few weeks, the Salisbury Singers performed at St. Stephen's Church, raising funds for the elementary school. I have to say...the response to my solo lines in one of our pieces was really humbling...I am trying really hard to work on my voice and my solo singing abilities and I think the hard work is paying off in many ways.
    6. Had the shortest relationship of my entire life.
      Yeah, 3 dates...Amazing...Didn't think I'd be left in a bar when the person went to check for "AA Batteries." Humorous, in hind-sight!
    7. Received a call for an interview with Staples, Inc.
      The interview is tomorrow, wish me luck! I've been prepping my skills and charm.
    8. Attended, the following events/meetings
      1. a wicked fun wedding with some of my dearest friends.
        Miss Jackie M.F. Cruse wed Mr. Eric Cawley, Saturday the 20th in a beautiful, quaint ceremony. The reception was at Indian Meadows. As many of you know, the facility has been operating for many years and I must say the owners deserve plenty of credit, the room that we occupied is a small version of the grand ballroom at PVCC and just as nice. Food was 'par excellence!' Awesome photos of the gorgeous bride, her handsome husband and beautiful children/wedding party are here and here.
      2. upon special invitation, the Local Conference Meeting for the Massachusetts Commission on GLBT Youth.
        MPL invited me to attend the quarterly meeting of the MCGLBTY, hosted by the Worcester Tech High School, as a representative of the Worcester Pride Association. Michael is one of the advisors of the Tech GSA and asked me to attend in order to gather information to further the relationship of all three organizations. The experience was warming and frightening at the same instances. The teens, representing Milford High, Assabet Valley Reg. Voc. Tech and Worcester Tech, spoke openly with the Commissioners regarding their position as members of the respective GSAs and voiced several concerns - centering around lack of support from school leaders, policies, key role models and on the other side of the same statements was high praise for specific teachers who make sure to support and encourage respect for each other across all lines. I look forward to participating with these organizations in the future.
      3. one of the many, Worcester Mayoral Candidates Debates at The Dive Bar
        The four Candidates for mayor step up to the bar in the fashion of many of our country's famed political decisions, they did just that...Konnie, Gary, Bill, and Rick converged on The Dive Bar on Green Street. It was great...Someday...I'd love to see/hear politicians answer questions directly, rather than skirting the points.
    9. Broke and have had filed/smoothed one of my two front teeth. 
      Thank you Dr. Patel...I'll call you when I have $500 for the crown.
    10. Didn't have to wait - at all - to order a replacement Social Security Card at the Social Security Administration on Myrtle Street, Worcester, MA.
      Yeah, I think I may have been in a parody or something! I'll be checking in on You Tube! periodically.

    My dears, these are the highlights. This is a busy man! I love it! Just love it!

  • ...into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

    Many times in my life, especially in my younger years, I would talk to my father about the "Many 'WHYs?' of life." Almost always, he would explain that there was cause and purpose for the experience and, while he hadn't had any formal training in philosophy, metaphysics, psychology, psychiatry or any other study around the mind, thoughts and emotions, he would usually return to me words that would stop me dead in my tracks and do one of two things:

    1. Open my eyes to a new and important life lesson.
    2. Help me come into a deeper realization of my personal growth, yet again, and bring me into a brighter awareness of my decided direction (goals), to keep me on track.

    One of the most difficult lessons learned [beginning at the beginning of my teen years, introduced by my Dad] and continuing to develop, as I relate experiences of my past to friends, in times of struggle (either theirs or mine), is the one below, which was posted recently by my friend, DJ Dee, on her MySpace.

    [The story is one that I am sure is copyrighted and such, so if one of you knows who I should give credit, please let me know...google.com did not help me with finding the name of the author. For the record, I am a quoter, not a copy-cat!]

    People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

    What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

    Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

    LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

    [EDIT: I have been informed that the Author is either Brain A. "Drew" Chalker or the ever famous and routinely quoted Unknown, either way...Credit is due and I pay it to both.]

    Hundreds of times...I have either told this story, in paraphrased-short or read a longer version, as above, and every time the hair stands up on my entire body. In recent months, tears come to my eyes - why - because I have had experiences where 'seasons' changed and returned. It's the most beautiful thing...one in particular, returned as a Christmas present and is brighter and better than ever. Each minute I spend with him is a learning experience, where I learn more about myself as he explains more about himself.

    Additionally, I live in the apartment that was inhabited by one of nearest and dearest friends, who passed away. She was the most opinionated and least shy woman I have ever met, in terms of our relationship...She "told it straight with bluntness and motivational sarcasm!" She remains an inspiration.

    Recently, I have had to opportunity to spend time with a new person, who has genuinely piqued my interest. Not only is he handsome, he's opening my mind to new lessons and while he makes me laugh, smile and brings upon me that feeling of peace - placing me in the position of not being aware of my surroundings, he's showing a little bit of clairvoyance. Who knows what the future will bring. Big Smile

     

    Posted Oct 10 2007, 07:23 AM by ajleto with 1 comment(s)
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  • Out Gospel and Folk Singer - opened my eyes.

    Many of you received an email about Marsha Stevens-Pino, from me, originally distributed by Pastor Judy Hanlon at the Hadwen Park Church, inviting you to hear Marsha perform in a free concert and hear a little bit of her story.

    Having received the message twice, the second time from Sean Fitzpatrick, who simply forwarded Pastor Judy's email with the note, “FYI, if you haven’t heard her she is great!!” I knew that I was in store for a great afternoon.

    Pastor Judy's message read:

    Marsha Stevens-Pino -- is a published hymn writer who used to open for Billy Graham, Sandy Patti and other well known gospel artists.  Until she came out!   Now, her published hymns are ripped out of hymn books and sent to her with nasty writing across them. 

    But, she and her wife, still sing!   AND, she is AMAZING. Come to hear her.   No charge, just a free will offering.

    Yes I am so pleased to share with you that I am still riding a bit of a high after hearing Marsha's beautiful story and her doubly beautiful, extremely stirring and equally thought provoking lyrics/musical arrangements. Two selections in particular, which carried the same weight with me and still hold strong in my mind and heart, are For those Tears I died and Dig Your Own Well...because they are complimentary works.

    DYOW's chorus has the following lyrics - Dig Your Own Well! Dig Your Own Well! Don't hang out where they hate and condemn. They can keep you from drinking at the well they built, but the water don't belong to them. No, No, no, the water don't belong to them. And For those Tears I Died is the modern hymn that, at the age of 16, began her musical career. FTTID is a piece of music that, for many was common to be sung in worship and I am sure that many sang it at home. Marsha wrote the song to tell her story to her sisters. She knew that if she could fit it all into three verses, they would have to listen.

    Well, thousands (due to it's translation into 12 languages) have heard, learned and truly know that Jesus is able to quench that thirst experienced by many, even though many others have taken/torn/ripped this hymn out of songbooks and collectively bombarded her with mail. A testament of her her strength is that she checks the reverse of the music to see who else got thrown out of the music program at the church/worship family with her...she's particularly interested to see who was also discarded, at one time it was "A Mighty Fortress is our GOD!" Her response is "at least I'm in good company!"

    Also, Ms. Stevens-Pino is so comfortable and sure of both her faith and her orientation that she states "I've given God permission to strike me straight! I know he has a plan for me and I will stay in the middle of His plan!" Her logic, which leads to some perfectly eye-opening one-liners, added to the enjoyment for the entire audience.

    I will add her to my list of Must See Performers! Ms. Stevens dug her own well and I know we are all welcome to take a drink!

    More information about Marsha and For those Tears I died:
    Her site http://www.balmministries.net/ or read this article LookSmart's FindArticles - Marsha's tears: An orphan of the church - Marsha Steven's son "For Those Tears I Died" from the Christian Century, March 17, 1999, by Mark Allan Powell

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